Thursday, February 17, 2011

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everybody is born to be true hero..
Me too…
what happened in life really make me human…
people said, the past makes us who we are…
the events that i gossiped, hated, condemned, died, suffered and had weren't bad at all…
the fights, tragedies, misunderstanding, dramas and immature acts weren't that sad…
everything happened with reasons behind it…
no one knows…
no one can give the meaning to what I feel…
no one can describe about it…
it's all about the meaning of experiences that shape me into NUR AZYYATI AWANIS BT MISPAN…
it's all about gaining and losing…
it's all about reward and punishment…
it's all about managing heartS…
it's all about learning from mistakes….

i need everyone…
the one that critiques…
the one that supports…
the one that gossips…
the one that loves…
the one that leaves…
the one that hurts…
the one that encourages…
the one that hates…
the one that backstabbing…
the one that believes…
the one that firms…
the one that laughs…
the one that cries,…
the one that listens…
the one that talks…

they are the one who make me humane…
some part of life cannot be forgotten…
some of it really painful to death…
some of it make me laugh non-stop…
some of it just let me rock my life to the maximum…
whatever they are…
they stay as memories…
they are the hearts that touch my souls…
they are the hearts that make me realize that I am nobody…

who said life is easy???
it will never be easy…
to be nice is not easy…
to be the devil is not easy…
to be healthy is not easy…
to be sick is not easy…
to die is not easy…
IT'S YOUR CHOICE!
TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT!

don't expect life to serve you as what you want…
you'll never get what you want very easy…
LIFE IS A TEST!
before Allah gives you what you really want, He tests you…
if you question your destiny, means you question God's credibility…

it hurts to know that people talk bad about you…
somehow, please count how many times you talk bad about them and hurt them…

it hurts to fall sick…
somehow, please count how many times you take your health for granted…

it hurts to fall in love…
somehow, please count how many times you forget to love yourself…then, how can you love others if you are heartless to yourself… that's not true love… that's satisfaction and THAT's bullshit!

THESE TESTS TO TELL YOU THE NEXT TIME YOU LIVE, DO APPRECIATE YOUR LIFE!
BELIEVE IN QADA' AND QADAR FROM GOD
SO THAT YOU'LL NEVER BE DISSAPOINTING, MAD, HATING AND GIVING UP…
SO THAT YOU'LL KNOW THE VALUE OF PATIENCE AND REDHA BECAUSE THEY HAVE THE GOLDEN REWARD FROM ALLAH TAALA…

It's okay to suffer, sick and face all the troubles…
then, I will be able to appreciate the opportunity to live and alive…
even if the cancer will kill you…
even if the cancer will harm you…
even if the cancer will make you sad…
this is life by the way…

even 6 years love relationship can be broken…
even friendship can become friendshit….
even small matter can make one dies…

this is the life journey that Allah set to help me to think and aware…
there's nothing can give me happiness…
unless I face life sincerely and put a belief that whatever happen Allah test me to make me a better person…
Allah test me to make me realize that even theres tragedies that torture me and cramp my brain…
Allah always love me…

THE HARDSHIP REALLY MAKE ME HUMANE…
there always future…
there always cure…
there always hope…
there always love…
there always care…
all of them are destined by God to his slave…
wait an see…
there always reasons for what had happened in life…
JUST BE RESPONSIBLE TO LIVE, PRAY AND LOVE…
LEAVE THE JUDGEMENT TO ALLAH…
HE KNOWS THE BEST…

YOUR EXPERIENCES HELP YOU TO GIVE MEANING TO YOUR OWN LIFE!

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